心·伤

We keep behind closed doors
Every time I see you, I die a little more
Stolen moments that we steal as the curtain falls
It'll never be enough
As you drive me to my house
I can't stop these silent tears from rolling down
You and I both have to hide on the outside
Where I can't be yours and you can't be mine
But I know this, we got a love that is homeless
Why can't I hold you in the street?
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't it be like that? 'Cause I'm yours
Why can't I say that I'm in love?
I wanna shout it from the rooftops
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't it be like that? 'Cause I'm yours
It's obvious you're meant for me
Every piece of you, it just fits perfectly
Every second, every thought, I'm in so deep
But I'll never show it on my face
But we know this, we got a love that is hopeless

Little Mix - Secret Love Song

好久没写部落了
好像觉得有点心事的时候
都会用ukulele来转移注意力
不然就去疯狂的打篮球
直到没办法把球拿起
直到身体的累无法让心负荷
分心的时候就不会那么难过
在网上看到了这一句
傷害藏在雙子最心底，平常無害，但卻總在孤單時跑來搗亂
回憶對於雙子來說是最大的折磨，雙子的記憶力不是頂尖好，但總是該忘的不忘，不該忘的通通忘。那些本該遺忘的過去，卻深深印在雙子的心裡，不斷的折磨，怎麼也不離開。
这句话
完全符合我现在的心情
只要触碰到你的事情
一颗小尘埃都会演变成无敌大漩涡
天哪
都十几年了怎么还是该死的忘不了
到底该怎么办
该死的伤口才可以完全痊愈
该死的心不会再因为你而感觉莫名伤感
惩罚了十几年应该都够了吧
你都找到了另一半
我也失去了3个生命中曾经最重要的人
这些代价都够了吧
可不可以不要在一个人的时候
无意间想起你就会突然的伤痛
因为在乎所以受伤
好吧
我承认即使我们之间无法回到以前那样了
可我还是那该死的在乎
心啊心
可不可以不要再在意那个人了
一辈子很短
浪费在伤心难过的时间不值得。。